It’s coming up to another Christmas; another New Year’s eve and I am still where I was last year, alone.
I want someone for my own someone that makes me smile, that turns me on, someone that I can trust someone that truly wants me and I want them. I said last year that I wouldn't be alone again this year. Looks like nothing has changed because it is still just me.
I feel selfish even stating these things when I am pretty sure the coworker I drive to and from work is interested in me. The problem, I’m not attracted to him. I feel like if I was in a movie or tv show I would give him a chance and go out on a date with him fall in love and then break his heart because as much as I would care for him I wouldn’t be IN love with him. But this is a movie and isn’t tv and I don’t want to hurt him.
It seems all the men I have the courage to talk to at work all have girlfriends or wives. This needs to change. Change is scary!!
